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Wednesday, 29 June 2016

Our Story (1)

02/07/15 : The day our friend's birthday party, the day our first met. I still remember how hard that day
we party, all friends surrounded me, how happy i was. You took my phone and add your wechat id yourself. we started texting from that day.When we first met, I have no ideal you will be so important to me.



05/07/15 : My off days started, we texting all day long, that day I'm going to took a flight to Kelantan Kota Bharu, you texted me : "safe flight, text me when you reached.". How sweet you are. You are the first guy who so concerned about me.

06/07/15 : Early in the morning, i went to Pulau Redang, started my short summer vacation. I received your Good Morning text. I can't remember how long I didn't received a Good Morning text. You really made my day.


07/07/15 : Mobile connection was so weak in Pulau, somehow I went snorkelling those days, i said sorry with you by text cause I can't replied you immediate. You said "doesn't matter, I will wait you.". The first time I wished my off days would gone faster.


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Sunday, 21 February 2016


11.1.2016
我们说不干了。走!
头一两个星期我们在kl住一起,吃一起,玩一起
没什么感觉,但当他把我载回家那一刻起,我知道不对劲了
他也回家了。
真的非常不习惯,没有他的日子,之前的日子,起床时见到他,睡前也见到他
以后再也不能了。
再来,我们被骗了。
我从来没有一件事会后悔,但这件事我真后悔我信错了人。
说好的要到菲律宾一起工作,安安心心辞职,结果一场欢喜一场空,赔了夫人又折兵
被人骗了又丢了份好工作
我真的不知该怎么办了,哪里都去不着
我没有大学文凭,有那个工作会要我
说自己做网卖,现在的市场完全跟以前不一样了,我真的醉了
给钱进了群组,发了好多图文,却没有得到谁的青睐
真的不知道该怎么办。
过后就去问junket的工作,没人要请不能进云顶赌场两年的员工
问了问一个说可能可以给到国外做junket,结果又等了等,新年都还没过完,他妈的说老板没回来,又说没有员工辞职,你他妈是在耍我吧?!
要我怎么办,你说!
每一天都在烦恼,找工作
每个人都说我幸福,不用工作,等人养
你个傻逼到底知道做白吃白住,伸手拿钱的人多痛苦啊!
你他妈来跟我换,我来做你的工,你来做我的白吃白住!看谁活得久!
我也不知道我是怎么了,沮丧,负面统统来,但又能和谁说呢?
真的很讨厌那当时的冲动!
要是坚持下来,就不会有这样的结果。
我该怎么办?